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.. stupid ...  

PinkroseK 40F
12 posts
7/11/2016 3:43 pm
.. stupid ...


ok so i'm back again... the things i write here are true stories, my way of saying how i feel without saying it...

Actually i'm a loss for words with this event .. the one i'm bout to write about...and i totally hate myself for letting it happen...

i've been told by many - people from work, friends, family that i'm gullible ...i must be ...

a while ago (on my old profile and old blogs) i wrote about how this guy... he apologized for his behaviour and i said ok we're cool as friends. Proper friends ... with no shenanigans. We met up after that time and nothing happened so i believed he was telling me the truth.

he texts me every so often to ask how i am and stuff like that. A few weeks ago ..I get some texts from him and we were talking about catching up for brunch so i was like yea sure sounds great. I do it all the time catch up with people and talk over coffee so i thought it was a great idea. I get a text from him, hey you still want to meet up?

That line .. meet up .. didn't sound too great for me.. sounded a bit like a hook up line. So i messaged back.. meet up? i don't know what you mean ... unless you meant brunch?

he messages .. come to my house..
.. no .. i don't want to go to your house, are we going out for coffee or what?
.. pick me up from my house .. he messages..
.. why are you not answering my question? ... i'm hangry...
.. lol .. yea brunch but i need to be picked up ..
..k .. i messaged.

I was reluctant to go his house cuz he always tries something when i do... but i went to pick him up because last time we had coffee he didn't have a car so i did the same and we just had coffee. I get to his place and i sit in the driveway ...

.. I'm here i text ..
...come in ..
.. no ... you come out .. i'm picking you up remember ..
.. come in, you havent seen my place, ill show you around ...
.. no ... i dont want to go inside your house, are we gonna have coffee? ..

I sit in my car for like 10 minutes .. he comes out of house and walks to my car .."seriously i wont try anything... i just want to show you my place .."
.." i don't need to see your place.. im good here .. are you coming or what? .."
..." please ..i promise i wont do anything ... " he says with a smile .... "you're my friend so i won't do anything i swear .."
..." seriously bro ... don't be a dick .. we are suppose to be friends but i can take it or leave it.. i don't have to be your friend.." i said as i get out of the car.

I get into the house .. it's just like his other place .. the one he used to live in. Really messy and clothes everywhere sorta piled in little hills one close to entrance of house... a few little hills of clothing in lounge. This is what i'd imagined my house to be if i chose to not clean my house like everyday ( must be cuz i'm asian ) especially when you have . He had dolls and other toys all round his house and his massive was there too. He's really cute rottwieller, as i got into the door he was boistrous, jumping around and coming over licking my jeans and trying to lick my face. It was nice seeing a familiar friendly cuddly face.

" so this is my new place.." he says ..
" .. looks spacious ... but probably more if you cleaned it .. " I would say this to any friend .." do you want me to help you clean a little ? it's an asian thing .. i say jokingly..
he talks about what they are planing to do to the place, and since my house is currently under process of reno i can kinda relate, i was talking to him about how to do things cheaper and recommending people that we've used. We chatted for a while and i was feeling like this is great ... I'm glad it's not like before..

".. should i give you a tour? " .. he interrupts my thoughts ..
" .. huh ... uum yea sure .."
" .. this is my and sons place room ... " points to this room, and i open door...
" .. oh wow .. this is great.." i go in there and pick up this wand thing that caught my eye ... " your are lucky .."
" .. this is my and 's room ..bathroom and my room .."
" .. neat .. " i say .. i'm pretty sure i could've figured it out .. there's only 3 rooms, and normal house areas but hey...he was excited about buying a house finally so props to him.
Then he says .." actually ... i can see a little munchkin in here ..."
then he opens the door .. and his little is by the door..
She grabs the wand thing from me and turns it on. Its FROZEN song .. First i thought ok good we are not alone phew, second i was thinking omg she's so beautiful .. this blonde, blue eyed girl with long eye lashes, she smiles and her two front teeth are missing ..
" .. hey i say .. you're so beautiful .. , but what happened to your two front teeth?? .. "
she giggles ... and hides behind her dad. He just continues to show me her room and talks about plans with the garden and porch ...
" .. ok sweety ... you need to sleep, we gonna go out soon but you need to nap first .." sounds so much like a dad...
she jumps on bed and lies down, and pulls blanket up.. I'm impressed what a good girl. Then i think, i was right, he's a good guy, and great dad, i mean i've seen friends who struggle with putting their to sleep and he just tells her and she does it. Wow..

I walk back to lounge, and get my bag, i guess this is why he couldn't leave his house. He had to look after his .. I make my way to get my stuff and turn to walk to wards the door..
He picks me up .. like he did the time before ...

WTF is what i'm thinking ... " um.. what are you doing?? "
" .. relax .. im not doing anything ... "
" .. ok but im about to go ... "
" .. you remember what you told me before? .." he asks ..
" ... um no .. i dont... " i say this as flat sounding as possible..
" you said you'd tickle me .. "
" .. tickle you? .. oh yea ... but i'm about to go? maybe next time .... " Trying to brush off that idea
" ... just tickle me .. "
" .. look .. "A' .. i didn't come here for anything ok? you said you wanted to grab coffee so i came here, i see why you can't go get brunch so all good, ill get coffee for you next time ... k?
" .. please .." he says grabs me, makes me sit on top of him ..
my arms both out in front of me like im being robbed ... close to my chest sorta in a non confrontational gesture sorta telling him to back off..
" .. what are you doing?" i say confused and feeling a bit cornered. " i don't want this ... "
" if you tickle me and i don't laugh then i get to have sex with you .." is what he said as he lay there waiting for me to do this ...
" .. um .. yea but you already laughed so ... yea ..i win " .. i say this trying to get off him .. i was sat straddled position, he asked me to tickle this way.. and i was seriously not even participating in any of this .. but he was insistent...
trying to get off i said.." what do you want to do? your is right next door .."
" .. don't worry she wont know .."
" .. yes maybe not but i will .. i told you i don't want to do this with you ... i DONT want to do this with you ... "
" .. don't you miss it? "
" ..miss what? cheating?? NO i hate it ... i don't want to cheat so yea no i don't miss it ..not even close ... you need to find someone else.. your is right across the hall .. NO.."
" .. kiss me ... " he asks
" .. no .. kiss yourself... how can you do this with your just there?? "
".. i can't help it .. i reallt think you're sexy ... "
" seriously you think im sexy so you want to fuck me? thats not a good excuse.. " i try move away ... struggling to get off him .. he has his hand on my hips and holding them pretty firmly .. and rubbing himself on me .. " stop .. stop it.." i say this in frustrated whispers.. he just ignores me and pulls my pants down as i'm struggling to get off him .. He pulls them down so their halfway down my knees...
" .. i don't want this .. "A" .."
" ..one last time ..." he says this as he fucks me ... " you feel so good "
i felt like a monster, a stupid monster.. first because i'm an idiot. How can i believe people who have lied to me over and over again, two his was right across the hall.. being a good girl listening to her day and her dad was a fucking asshole fucking me ..

Thank goodness it was short .. he didn't last long .. then he gets off .. i hurriedly pull my pants up ..while i'm doing this he's kissing my neck and trying to kiss me .. then he says ..
" uhhh... i feel sooo bad ...i'm sorry it wont happen again .."
" .. now you feel bad? .. " is what i say in the most .. i don't even know how to describe what i must've sounded like .. " .. ok .. im gonna go .. "

MikiBrasil001 36M
309 posts
7/12/2016 4:07 am

We go through life to experiance and learn,and unfortinatly sometimes learn that people can be assholes and learn their tricks so as to avoid them. Hope you have many great and sexy times around here though. Take care and have fun


Auckman1977 46M

7/21/2016 2:37 am

I think thats more commonly known as ra-pe.


boredkiwi1989 34M
5 posts
8/18/2016 3:53 am

Oh my god this is a awful story, men can be so horrible sometimes


scorpionz2016 56M
1 post
8/24/2016 1:33 am

Shouldn't you be going to the police?


keen2pleasey0u 50M

9/20/2016 7:36 pm

Not good babe!!


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