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Big Spender  

lookiss79 44M
6 posts
8/14/2021 8:12 pm
Big Spender

This point of insanity...of wasting money...is a high with every purchase i make.
How can a striving minimalist...develop into an obsessed materialist ?
I some clarity...but it doesn't want to come too easy...and even if it does ...
The debit and credit cards cry out 'feed me , feed me '

As a disease of constantly wanting own...possess material items and claim them as my own...
but truth be told...It's only a high when the item is being sold...at times i still feel the euphoria on the ride home...from the store.

It's a primitive nature when I dissect it...like my survival depends on the goods i collect and...not just myself... but others as well...financial transactions got me under a spell.
I can tell, this is unhealthy...even if I was wealthy...I'd garner plenty...spending and spending 'til
my last penny.

A sense of a good taste, I do have...showering girls with gifts and even giving them a bath.
Anything they so desire...It's my job to eventually acquire...fill their needs from jewelry to<b> food </font></b>and any attire.

There's rules to this, or so I was told...spoil only one girl at a time, don't be a fool.
Be a man of one woman, you're not a ...or even worse, an internet simp.
So I take my time...and the one that I find...I'm willing to share half of anything that's mine.

In between my fingers' keyboard clicks...I've already made several online purchases...it never ends...a shopaholic with a high as he spends.
In the end, it's not the worst addiction i have endured...I've drained bottles dry and the liquor never cured...what I was trying to be going thru.

For now...my online store cart is empty somehow...I guess I got my fix, at least for now.


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