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80sbaby71 49F
7249 posts
10/13/2021 6:57 pm
Toasts


So….today is not a good day. I knew was coming. I prepared myself. But ’s still hitting me hard. I was planning on getting into my car and just driving. No destination…just driving. Luckily, a new friend hit me up and asked me to lunch. I so wanted to bounce on him. But…no. I knew I couldn’t do it today. After lunch, I headed back to the city. I found myself driving. Again…no destination. I found myself at a liquor store. I knew that I was going to drink, but I was making sure I would be in a safe place. I started my drive. I found myself driving. Drove to a place that held very bad memories. To my surprise…it is being demolished. That made me happy…I’m a very sick way. I took pictures. Anyway…I drove. And drove. I drove through quite a few towns. On my way home…a friend called. I told him what I needed. I needed. He thought that I was just being a flirt…I really did need to be held. To be kissed. I needed.

This song really is spot on. If you get a chance…go listen to this song. The words really .

HAPPINESS
By Taylor Swift

Honey, when I'm above the trees
I see this for what is
But now I'm right down in
All the years I've given
Is just shit we're dividing up
Showed you all of my hiding spots
I was dancing when the music stopped
And in the disbelief
I can't face reinvention
I haven't met the new me yet
'll be happiness after you
But was happiness because of you
Both of these things can be true
is happiness
Past the blood and bruise
Past the curses and cries
Beyond the terror in the nightfall
Haunted by the in my eyes
That would've loved you for a lifetime
Leave all behind
And is happiness
Tell me, when did your winning smile
Begin like a smirk?
When did all our lessons start like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt?
I hope she'll be a beautiful fool
takes my spot next you
No, I didn't mean that
Sorry, I can't see facts through all of my fury
You haven't met the new me yet
'll be happiness after me
But was happiness because of me
Both of these things I believe
is happiness
In our history
Across our great divide
is a glorious sunrise
Dappled with the flickers of light
From the dress I wore at midnight
Leave it all behind
And is happiness
I can't make go away by making you a villain
I guess 's the I for seven years in heaven
And I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night now I get fake niceties
No one teaches you what to do
When a good man hurts you
And you know you hurt him too
Honey, when I'm above the trees
I see for what is
But now my eyes leak acid rain
On the pillow where you used lay your head
After giving you the best I had
Tell me what give after that
All you want from me now
Is the green light of forgiveness
You haven't met the new me yet
And I think she'll give you that
'll be happiness after you
But was happiness because of you too
Both of these things can be true
is happiness
In our history
Across our great divide
is a glorious sunrise
Dappled with the flickers of light
From the dress I wore at midnight
Leave it all behind
Oh, leave it all behind
Leave it all behind
And is happiness

I am not a drinker anymore. I’ve yet open any wine since I’ve been here. Tonight…tonight though… I had a jack & Coke, a cranberry Bellini/mimosa & and now I’m on a cape cod. I’m going drink away this day.

Happy anniversary me… alone again. Tomorrow…tomorrow is a new day. New day…new life. I love you all. 🤟💍🥂🍸🍾💩



boobwhisperer69 58M  
7669 posts
10/13/2021 9:22 pm

Well cheers to another day above ground!!!!! And Hugs!!! Just because!!!!


spunkycumfun 61M/66F
38536 posts
10/14/2021 3:38 am

There's always tomorrow.


MrWrong4RghtNow 55M  
1940 posts
10/14/2021 3:41 am

Hugs.
Be strong tomorrow.
We all have those days where the memories are just too much and the need is overwhelming.

My name is MrWrong and I approved this comment


citizen4722 63M  
73033 posts
10/14/2021 12:20 pm

Live for today and not for tomorrow.


CleavageFan4U 64M  
67839 posts
10/14/2021 3:52 pm

Next time you get the urge to just drive, let me know and I'll give ya directions!

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