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Posted:Jan 28, 2021 11:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 5:35 pm
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Combined the complexities,
perfect palpitations,
my heart beats on a sacred rhythm, well I'm without you
that is slightly off time
wish I could Flash Forward
or maybe just forget
do you have an opportunity
hit the rewind and live it again yet it really doesn't matter
it's all too trivial
when two different realities collide and simple conversation
one may whisper forever and always those words have crossed my lips more than one time
but a steady is is true and my heart is you and the forever and ever and always has more than meant this time
it is my truth and its truth is mine
so what's combined the complexities
let's add in all the necessities
add a dash of a kiss and a pull you close You are my only hope
I want you so close as close as skin
when I breathe out I breathe you in again it can't hurt for a dream
dreams the foundation
are they build on beautiful thoughts
and an angel's kiss
and make Dreams Come Alive
a place for them exist
are we now even if the right words don't come out don't cancel me out and throw caution in the Wind put your arms around me
and put your lips mine again
kiss my lips and I will close my mouth
as close my eyes
and these dreams I will figure out
Making Love Over Time
Perfume Passion & cologne
Soft slow touching of their bodies
becoming one skinagain
I hold you tight as you breath me out
and i breath you in
A perfect ecstasy as if
painted on a canvas
In the moonlight
with time and waning away,
He separates the night
and steals away the day,
silk wine with candle light
Two people sharing one willing soul
she who holds the keys to his truth
And he understands her need to be released
like no other knows,
she is his twin flame
And he her dragon fire love
,joined together in this perfect nirvana
created and separated
destined to reunite through the chaos
Over many lifetimes and timelines
only guided by his love
where she his love
that is stronger than the confines
of understanding and comprehension
she is his flower,perfect and true
his cup of ambrosia that he has journeyed a sacred oath over many lifetimes
through many millennia
Their love pulled them together
Loved as king and queen
As Dionysus and Ariadne
Cleopatra Mark Antony
Greatest love stories over and over again
through the ages They always found each other
Love like a guiding star drawing them together
and to the winds of change make them find and love forever His faith is deep in his heart
And until he finds her something is missing she feels from every start He is devout to live and love only her again
he is her warrior hearted poet
who has mastered the art of romance and chance
the gift of time in his hands
so he slows it,to a stop and vows
i must make her again
She is my love until time comes to an end
Her kiss is his driving force deep within
She always finds him familiar and is drawn in
and he starts the ways to love her again,
This is a love that is as deep as the oceans blue
, guided like a star in the night
In his heart he knows
I am always finding my way back to you
Revision Making Love Over Time
Perfume Passion & cologne Soft slow touching of their bodies becoming one skin again
I hold you tight as you
breathe me out
I breathe you in time and again A perfect vision of ecstasy
as if they were
painted on a canvas
In a romantic moonlight
with a gentle summers wind Lost in the deep passion
disregard & time waning away,
she opens her heart, body, and soul
and invites him in again
spiritual reunion of the twins
He separates the night
Steals kisses from her lips
she prolongs the darkness of night
And they are lost in the moment
as they watch times boundaries give way the moments of as twisted forever
they love into the day,
silk wine and candlelight
sharing one willing soul
She holds the keys
to his truth and heart
And he understands her
need to be released
he caresses her face and gently
runs soft fingers over every body part
stimulation and escalating passion
he invigorates her imagination
body reacting to the subtle invitation
into her body and heart
no other knows or
can come close
A destiny not many ever experience or ever knows Intoxicated seduction
romantic seduction and falling
deeper into her loving embrace
savoring her kiss
intoxicated by her
in every possible way
with a perfect flow
she is his twin flame
with depth divine connection so deep
it overflows
he is her dragon fire lover
destined to forever finding one another coming together in a spiritually
perfect nirvana
once were one soul
created by God then separated
destined to reunite
through the madness and chaoses of times loving her is unequiviated
in his mind, and times without her he suffers madness
emotionally devastated
she is the driving force
in the universe God created
she is his only equal
over and over again
through the ages
each time a perfect sequel
many lifetimes and timelines
only guided by the twin flame love That he must find
She the only quenching
to his burning desire
he is always yearning for her
stronger than the confines of death life, & time
unequaled to a common understanding comprehension
she is his perfect flower and truth his cup of ambrosia that returns him lovers youth & twin flame reunions that he has journeyed with a sacred oath over many lifetimes
millennia,
Their love pulled them together
they are always drawn to the
a search of one another
Loving at times as king and queen
As Dionysus and Ariadne
Cleopatra Mark Antony
sweeter with a better end than
Romeo and Juliet
Greatest love stories
of them told over and over again
through the ages They always found each other Love like a guiding star drawing them together.
To the winds of change that bind
make them find and desire
only one love forever
faith is deep in a heart beat
And until he finds her
she knows something is missing
she feels from every start
He is devout and loyal
to love only her again
he is her warrior hearted
the poet who knows no end
who has mastered the
art of romance and chance
the gift of time in his hands
passion In his heart,
there is secret to stopping time I must make her once again mine She is my love my other side of my soul until the time comes to an end
her love is unrequited
Her kiss is his driving force deep within She always finds him familiar
attraction and butterflies
drawn in
and he starts the ways
to love her again,
This is love deep as the ocean
and as true as its blue
guided like a star in the night
In his heart life afterlife
he is drawn by an overwhelming desire and force
deep inside there is something
hidden that always will remind
drawing to his predestined fate of a love that is unexplainable
a drawing force to something
missing and he seeks out to solve the hidden mysterious mystery
a part of him knows
its a love from birth inside
the twins both that grows
with emptiness with desire overwhelming desire always finding it way back to be they eternally unknowing know that they will love again
and again into eternity
this is the story of my dreams
often there in the night
to remind me of my destiny
my love is out there somewhere I wonder is her fire ignited
in this life
does she also seek me
Lord open my eyes
show me thy way back to thee
I must find in my way to my destiny
fore thy absence my twin flames
absence it is killing me
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passion perfume and cologne
Posted:Jan 28, 2021 11:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 5:35 pm
551 Views

Combined the complexities,
perfect palpitations,
my heart beats on a sacred rhythm, well I'm without you
that is slightly off time
wish I could Flash Forward
or maybe just forget
do you have an opportunity
hit the rewind and live it again yet it really doesn't matter
it's all too trivial
when two different realities collide and simple conversation
one may whisper forever and always those words have crossed my lips more than one time
but a steady is is true and my heart is you and the forever and ever and always has more than meant this time
it is my truth and its truth is mine
so what's combined the complexities
let's add in all the necessities
add a dash of a kiss and a pull you close You are my only hope
I want you so close as close as skin
when I breathe out I breathe you in again it can't hurt for a dream
dreams the foundation
are they build on beautiful thoughts
and an angel's kiss
and make Dreams Come Alive
a place for them exist
are we now even if the right words don't come out don't cancel me out and throw caution in the Wind put your arms around me
and put your lips mine again
kiss my lips and I will close my mouth
as close my eyes
and these dreams I will figure out
Making Love Over Time
Perfume Passion & cologne
Soft slow touching of their bodies
becoming one skinagain
I hold you tight as you breath me out
and i breath you in
A perfect ecstasy as if
painted on a canvas
In the moonlight
with time and waning away,
He separates the night
and steals away the day,
silk wine with candle light
Two people sharing one willing soul
she who holds the keys to his truth
And he understands her need to be released
like no other knows,
she is his twin flame
And he her dragon fire love
,joined together in this perfect nirvana
created and separated
destined to reunite through the chaos
Over many lifetimes and timelines
only guided by his love
where she his love
that is stronger than the confines
of understanding and comprehension
she is his flower,perfect and true
his cup of ambrosia that he has journeyed a sacred oath over many lifetimes
through many millennia
Their love pulled them together
Loved as king and queen
As Dionysus and Ariadne
Cleopatra Mark Antony
Greatest love stories over and over again
through the ages They always found each other
Love like a guiding star drawing them together
and to the winds of change make them find and love forever His faith is deep in his heart
And until he finds her something is missing she feels from every start He is devout to live and love only her again
he is her warrior hearted poet
who has mastered the art of romance and chance
the gift of time in his hands
so he slows it,to a stop and vows
i must make her again
She is my love until time comes to an end
Her kiss is his driving force deep within
She always finds him familiar and is drawn in
and he starts the ways to love her again,
This is a love that is as deep as the oceans blue
, guided like a star in the night
In his heart he knows
I am always finding my way back to you
Revision Making Love Over Time
Perfume Passion & cologne Soft slow touching of their bodies becoming one skin again
I hold you tight as you
breathe me out
I breathe you in time and again A perfect vision of ecstasy
as if they were
painted on a canvas
In a romantic moonlight
with a gentle summers wind Lost in the deep passion
disregard & time waning away,
she opens her heart, body, and soul
and invites him in again
spiritual reunion of the twins
He separates the night
Steals kisses from her lips
she prolongs the darkness of night
And they are lost in the moment
as they watch times boundaries give way the moments of as twisted forever
they love into the day,
silk wine and candlelight
sharing one willing soul
She holds the keys
to his truth and heart
And he understands her
need to be released
he caresses her face and gently
runs soft fingers over every body part
stimulation and escalating passion
he invigorates her imagination
body reacting to the subtle invitation
into her body and heart
no other knows or
can come close
A destiny not many ever experience or ever knows Intoxicated seduction
romantic seduction and falling
deeper into her loving embrace
savoring her kiss
intoxicated by her
in every possible way
with a perfect flow
she is his twin flame
with depth divine connection so deep
it overflows
he is her dragon fire lover
destined to forever finding one another coming together in a spiritually
perfect nirvana
once were one soul
created by God then separated
destined to reunite
through the madness and chaoses of times loving her is unequiviated
in his mind, and times without her he suffers madness
emotionally devastated
she is the driving force
in the universe God created
she is his only equal
over and over again
through the ages
each time a perfect sequel
many lifetimes and timelines
only guided by the twin flame love That he must find
She the only quenching
to his burning desire
he is always yearning for her
stronger than the confines of death life, & time
unequaled to a common understanding comprehension
she is his perfect flower and truth his cup of ambrosia that returns him lovers youth & twin flame reunions that he has journeyed with a sacred oath over many lifetimes
millennia,
Their love pulled them together
they are always drawn to the
a search of one another
Loving at times as king and queen
As Dionysus and Ariadne
Cleopatra Mark Antony
sweeter with a better end than
Romeo and Juliet
Greatest love stories
of them told over and over again
through the ages They always found each other Love like a guiding star drawing them together.
To the winds of change that bind
make them find and desire
only one love forever
faith is deep in a heart beat
And until he finds her
she knows something is missing
she feels from every start
He is devout and loyal
to love only her again
he is her warrior hearted
the poet who knows no end
who has mastered the
art of romance and chance
the gift of time in his hands
passion In his heart,
there is secret to stopping time I must make her once again mine She is my love my other side of my soul until the time comes to an end
her love is unrequited
Her kiss is his driving force deep within She always finds him familiar
attraction and butterflies
drawn in
and he starts the ways
to love her again,
This is love deep as the ocean
and as true as its blue
guided like a star in the night
In his heart life afterlife
he is drawn by an overwhelming desire and force
deep inside there is something
hidden that always will remind
drawing to his predestined fate of a love that is unexplainable
a drawing force to something
missing and he seeks out to solve the hidden mysterious mystery
a part of him knows
its a love from birth inside
the twins both that grows
with emptiness with desire overwhelming desire always finding it way back to be they eternally unknowing know that they will love again
and again into eternity
this is the story of my dreams
often there in the night
to remind me of my destiny
my love is out there somewhere I wonder is her fire ignited
in this life
does she also seek me
Lord open my eyes
show me thy way back to thee
I must find in my way to my destiny
fore thy absence my twin flames
absence it is killing me
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what the fuck is this
Posted:Jan 28, 2021 11:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 5:35 pm
434 Views

i am a writer at heart and suffer from a lack of a muse, I need her, my mind and body she says you can use, lying beside in a paralyzed still, I drink her in, do possibility get my empty fill, lying naked in a field, uninhibited, daisy's in the recess of my nostril, the taste of her lips, i surrender control and will, drive many ways mad, and developments of new and exciting crazies, i breathe out close her skin, and the goosebumps draw , and i take a deep breath draw her in, the smell of her love under my nose still, her shaking contortions, and memorizing curvature has my body as the instrument of sin and sinning thoughts, again, and silently still, racing heart, as my morals are compromising what i thought was an absolution to compromise, heart skipping beats, mentally realize my truth before her i embody the higher self and materialize. her and I manifest our own heaven and spiritual pureness, my bad boy thoughts, her seductive secrets, worthy of a chance, complete me, and my worth or worthlessness, make me priceless, more than anything money could of bought, its all mine she says no other can or has ever had this, i am happily lost and lost in the ambiance her touch is healing and so many shades of restorative, she crawls down the sheets and its like captain please aboard this, explore my truth with your shallow emptiest of thought and power to resist, i die every other moment as my heart stops again from her kiss, and i am lost in the wonder thinking what the fuck is this,
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i created her just for you
Posted:Jan 28, 2021 10:58 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2021 5:35 pm
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am sitting in my room starting think about forever, i wonder if i will ever figure out my life, my eye catches the waving hands of the clock, tic toc tic toc, time keeps spinning and i heard that space and time is one in the same, i whisper out loud and i tell them both that i miss her and they ask, what do her lips taste like and what is her name, i tell them through the tears and they ask how long have you known her soul, and thats when I knew what I know, i loved thee from the beginning not just this life but time, those were the days when i walked with God and I told him i needed a true love, he asked if i loved myself, i said if course, it was then he lit the fires of passion created a perfect love for me that would be forever lasting, he tells me here she is but you should know, since you loved yourself first i created her from you, now you and her share one soul, the same song and frequency, you will never know a love greater than she except for me, i said thank you god thank you lord he said now go and live your lifes and find your girl, make love her in a perfect harmonizing world you will love her over and over again and ch time you realize the truth you realize this too, because you loved me i created her just for you.
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my gift
Posted:Dec 24, 2019 10:08 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2021 7:48 am
1434 Views
i am sitting in my room starting
the journey inside my head \
to think about forever,
even the times long after i am dead,
i wonder if i will ever figure out my life,
my eye catches the waving hands of the clock,
tic toc tic toc,
time keeps spinning
i heard that space and time is one in the same,
i whisper out loud
i tell them both that i miss her
and they ask,
what do her lips taste like
and what is her name,
i tell them through the tears
they ask how long have you known her soul,
that's when I knew what I know,
i loved thee from the beginning
not just this life
but time,
\those were the days when i walked with God
I told him i needed a true love,
he asked if i loved myself,
i said if course,
it was then he lit the fires of passion
created a perfect love for me
that would be forever lasting,
he tells me here she is
you should know,
since you loved yourself first
i created her from you,
you and her share one soul,
the same song and frequency
you will never know a love greater
than she ,
except for me,
i said oh thank you god
thank you lord
he said now go
life, and your life's goal is to,
find your ,
make love to her
in a perfect harmonizing
you will love her over and over again
time & you realize the truth
you realize this too,
because you loved me
i created her
just for you.
Your smile is radiant through the darkest hour, the lips lie in wait and my heart though beaten and abused has yet to go sour, time and dates heaven sent me it seems, infatuated with the other side of possibility, could it be possible for me? I reach to you and your beautiful eyes starlit and glow in the dark with ever so slightly better than the any before so far so good, I am balancing my soul and trying to be a genuine gentleman as much as one should, I fantasize about the taste of your kiss and the softness of our first kiss, it perpetually sends into euphoria and a awesome essence of heavenly bliss, the chance encounter is what one in 7.6 billion but yet here we are and it is my understanding and heart your beautiful is stealing, if I were a gambling man and sitting the table of wages and chance I would go all in and wish on a falling star and happenstance of happiness.
i am a writer heart and suffer from lack of a muse, i need her, my mind and body she says you can use, lying beside in a paralyzed still, i drink her in, do possibility to get my empty to fill, lying naked in a field ,uninhibited, daisy's in the recess of my nostril, the taste of her lips, i surrender all control and will, drive many ways mad, and all developments of new and exciting crazies, i breath close to her skin, and the goosebumps draw up, and i take a deep breath to draw her in, the smell of her love my nose still , her shaking contortions, and memorizing curvature has my body as the instrument of sin and sinning thoughts, again, and silently still, race heart, as my morals are compromising what i thought was an absolution to compromise, , heart skipping beats, mentally realize my truth before her i embody the higher self and materialize. her and me manifest our own heaven and spiritual pureness, my bad thoughts, her seductive secrets, worthy of chance, complete , and my worth or worthlessness, make priceless, more than anything could of bought, its all mine she says no other can or has ever had this, i am happily lost and lost in the ambiance her touch is healing and so many shades of restorative, she crawls down the sheets and its like captain please aboard this, explore my truth with your shallow emptiest of thought and power to resist, i die every other moment as my heart stops again from her kiss, and i am lost in the wonder thinking what the fuck is this,
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how i got addicted to
Posted:Dec 23, 2019 11:09 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2021 8:24 am
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It was always wrong, but I tried it, and OMG its
It started about 3 years ago. I met a man who is wild, spontaneous and crazy. I used to go to his house and we would drink some Crown, and coke, smoke some killer dro and have an awesome time. One night he put on a porno, and after being married for 18 years I honestly had never seen but maybe 3 flicks in my entire life. I was raised country, my parents were not racist, but dating outside of your race, was held in the highest prejudice. They had been taught it was wrong, so that's what they believed. Back to my new romance that had been getting very interesting very fast. He is a 6 ft tall white dude, with a bad attitude, who has seen a lot of the downside of life, he had an attitude a temper but was working hard at being a professional. He was laid back and totally cool, sexy as hell with his beautiful blue eyes, and big ass arms. He made wet in the first 2 min of conversation that I had with him, even though he wasn't being dirty, or trying to. I was honest with him about it and he smiled with a laugh and said, "doll its because I am an Aries," I am a very powerful and sexual creature. I radiate sex from my pores...lol!
So I am hanging with this AWESOME, & CHARMING, BEAUTIFUL MAN CREATURE. One night he put on some porn, he, of course, ask me if it was ok...reluctantly i said yes. At first, it was just a regular guy and sex...Interesting...I thought. To each their own...I suppose he could tell that I was bored...so he decided to switch gears, he asked , "you ever fucked a black dude?"

I was shocked and speechless, "fuck NO!" I said kind of mad cause he asked...
He said good, cause I can't be with a woman who has before...I stared him searching his for anything...He was staring right like he was piercing my soul...Behind him suddenly there was an image that I have never been able to erase of my head since. It was of a dick...Not like the few dicks that I had seen up to here...NO! It was quite long, very thick, and muscular...The veins in it looked very large, especially his urethra. It was so shiny and an amazing specimen, (although I don't know what I thought then) I had never seen a BLACK COCK...ever!
I was seemingly more shocked now than I had been when he asked me the question..."Do you, or will you trust me for just a few minutes," he asked. I was puzzled and stared with eyes locked on this massive black dick now on the screen. But I said with cautious reluctance "yes" He stood up and pulled me close to him and kissed me on my lips for reassurance. HE PUSHED ME BACK ON THE BED...He never broke his stare into my eyes...He confidently said I am about to change your whole life. I was confused, and still staring at the black dick behind him, as now a blonde white woman was trying to put it all the way in her mouth. ", I want you to take off your pants and just lie back in the bed.
Note; we had never had sex yet...I thought to myself this is a strange foreplay. He started to gently kiss my lips and somehow already unbuttoned my pants and had them sliding down my legs to the floor...He says, "I am not going to fuck you until I know the truth about something. I looked him and said what could I lie about? I barely know u, and you . No, since in lying, he patted the bed next to him and said, "come sit down," so I did. All the while still watching the movie. He looked at me and asked, do you like black men? Do you want to fuck one or something...I thought he was in some kind of weird jealousy mode, brought on by an obvious previous bad cheating experience. One of his exes must have cheated with a black dude.
"Look, Charlie, I was raised that you only date white men, and not supposed to go outside your race. It makes me nautilus, looking at that on your tv. Why are you watching a black guy and a white woman."
"Do you like cheating," He asked.
"FUCK NO!" hmmm, "dude what the fuck?"
He looked me in the eyes and says," I just want you to lay back and keep your eyes exactly as they are now," He moved his hand to the mouse and clicked on the video to now make it full screen. "this video here is actually of my ex..." wtf, right? "There is a reason why I am showing you this,"
"ok WhY?"
.....he paused as if to correctly arrange each thought before it came out of his mouth, "Her name was Jayme, and she cheated on me with this guy all the time...pretty much since after the first months, we were together...I know this because I had hidden cameras installed in our home. I was the only person who knew though. Three months after we met, this dude started working on the assembly line right next to her."
I was in a state of shock, a little nervous and getting a little scared, Charlie was a very big and mean-looking guy. He was/is very intimidating something about him said he was a dangerous man. Yet when I was with him I felt so completely safe. "why are you telling me this and showing me this?"
"It ruined my relationship, and she lied about it every time I asked. Yet I never told her I had it all on the recording. I didn't record us as a freaky thing, it was for security purposes because I used to some bad stuff...so I always kept a lookout for haters, cops, and thieves...I actually would have never known this had someone not stole my cell phone from me..." HE took a deep breath and paused..."I came across this on accident. I was looking for a thief and caught the pussy bandit...I was in shock when I saw this, and had such a rush of emotions, anger, jealousy...hate betrayal. I could not believe she was doing this to me, and with a black guy...wtf ya know?" He looked at me for an understanding of what he was talking about. " I had never cheated on her and was in shock when I saw this...I very quickly started rewinding videos, and every about 5-7 days this dude was coming over and fucking my ...My beautiful innocent woman. I can understand why he was fucking her...but why was she him? I gave her everything she wanted, we even had a c***d together. I was in love with her...I couldn't believe she had been doing this...she never showed any signs of cheating, We were very happy together, building a life and raising our c***dren."
I searched to have compassion for him, poor guy. "I am sorry charlie I am sure it must have been hard for you."
"Yes, not at first it wasn't, I was obsessed with this new knowledge and wanted to know everything. However, I could not just blatantly tell her that I knew about this, she had no idea the security measures I had taken, frankly, I didn't even trust her around the product. I didn't trust anyone.." I kept watching the videos every chance I got. I felt sick in my stomach. This had real consequences on our relationship. I couldn't even make love to her anymore thinking all the time about her and this fucking......fucking all the time, obviously every time her work schedule was different from mine, but the same with his. They worked in the same department. It made me feel like complete shit. how big his dick was, and how she was all into it, moaning and screaming. She loved what she was doing...obviously."
"I could never imagine how that would have felt," I shook my head, And patted him on the leg...
"I loved her so much, I could not let this black hood rat destroy my relationship. One night I got the perfect opportunity to catch her in person. In the act itself...I hacked into her computer and cell phone. They had plans for meeting up at a hotel on the outskirts of Cincinnati. They were actually going to spend the weekend together so it seemed. I impatiently, patiently waited...till that Wednesday when they were planning on hooking up. I took a vacation day and purposefully loaded my .45. I would this little black of a bitch. That's what I convinced myself I needed to do. What I had to do." He looked at I suppose to gauge my reaction.
"I guess I can't blame you?" I didn't know what to say but I wanted to know what happened next. I was helpless, engulfed in this man's life, and history. I had never been through anything like that in the 18+ years of marriage. My life was 'safe.' "So, what did you do? Please tell me you're not confessing to a murder...?"
"No that's where this actually gets a little strange. I followed her to the hotel in a friend's borrowed car. I waited in the parking lot for about min before walking up to the door, on the third floor. The hotel had rooms that had an outside facing door and window. It was time to handle some dirty work. I walked up to the door, where I had seen them go in. It was very quiet as it was 3:45 in the a.m, except for a continuous familiar sound radiating from behind the closed door. It was my beautiful , moaning and screaming...It cut like a knife deep into my heart and soul. I paced in front of the door collecting my thoughts and nerve...suddenly I looked over and the curtains were not pulled all the way closed. I moved in to peek through. I can't explain what happened next. I saw this guy named Chris, I short 5' 7'' stocky built black dude sitting in a chair, and Jayme was straddling him, faced away, squatting down on his enormous cock. She acted as I hurt her at times, I was amazed she was making it all disappear inside of her."
"The look she had on her face," he paused, "I had never seen that look before! She was in pure ecstasy, her eyes were rolling into the back of her head, and she was giving him all the effort it seemed she had. She was fucking him so hard...How? I can't believe this...Yet just as your eyes have not left that screen. I couldn't turn away from what my eyes were seeing. I felt sick to my stomach, yet I realized my dick was getting so hard. Watching them go at it, I was getting sexually excited...I could hear her, see her, and was embarrassed and confused as to why I was getting excited...WTF!
Suddenly, Jayme screamed... IN AGAIN YOU FUCKING NIGGER!!! I know you don't know her, but you must take my word for it...this was not my woman, this was a possessed replacement. I had never seen her acting so of sorts, but for some reason, my dick must have liked it...She started grinding him...and he says in his deep voice...I am gonna , he starts groaning, and she slams down on him...and he starts jerking...ya know the way you do when your cumming...he seemed to cum for five minutes if a sec. She looked exhausted, and a side of slutty that I had never seen in her before. She was a very classy woman. This Jayme looked like a cheap used slut...and I loved it. She smiled as I had never seen before, and says...I love your cock so much...I have never been fucked so well before...She lifts off of him and cum dripped , as soon as I saw this I busted a nut in my own pants...not just that little leak of stuff...no I mean, my balls were heavy and hurting, however, I had not touched it at all...I blew a complete nut, and it was an awesome feeling...I was so turned on...Lost in the moment."
"Are you serious? Wow, so you just watched them...? I don't understand, though you brought your pistol?"
Yes I did, but I couldn't explain what just happened, I had never been so sexually frustrated and excited ever...I just witnessed the love of my life, get fucked so much better than I ever could have done...I had never heard such sounds coming from her, nor seen so many levels of contortion in her ...It was actually in a weird way pleasing to see her get so much pleasure...I was lost in the moment when suddenly she told Chris that she couldn't stay, she wanted to come back home to me..."Chris, I love your big black dick, but I love Charlie...You satisfy me in a way that's unexplainable, but I love him," She smiles, " I just want your big black dick...all the time, there is a difference in love and sex! You're a good fuck, but I miss him,"

Suddenly I had to spring into action and make a mad dash to my car, I almost felt afterglow from really good sex, and it was intoxicating. It was weird, sick and unexplained guilt in my stomach, but I had just came in my pants watching my get incredible fucking... I was mad and jealous, but I was also relieved in a weird way. I was there to witness that...that beautiful thing that they just did. I would never feel the same again. How can you compete with that?"
He looks me over and asks..".have you ever been so turned on that you feel it deep in your stomach, yet you feel completely guilty because you're not supposed to enjoy this, taboo?" He looks down at the ground..."I was home about 30 min before she was, and I waited up for her acting as if I WAS CLUELESS...As soon as she walked through the door, I started kissing her and was pulling her close to me. She looked at me as if I were crazy...probably the guilt showing as what she had done. I said I want to eat your pussy . Quickly she objected...obviously knowing what was leaking from it still. Yet I was not taking no for an answer. I was obsessed to do this and had no idea why it was beyond my understanding. She kept trying to get away, playfully smiling telling how she hadn't had a shower...I told her I would rather eat her dirty pussy...she looked at , searching to find if I somehow knew...but for some reason that when she stopped fighting me.
"Fine, then eat my dirty twat," she started to laugh a little, maybe it was because she knew what she had done and it was turning her on. I ate her pussy so good that night, I could taste the different flavors of their affair, and as I lapped at it little strings of would stretch from her twat to my mouth,,, her pussy had never tasted so good, and again I came...hard. Why was this turning me on so much...I am licking her pussy that was filled with black ...and I like it, love it...I was not gay in any way...but I loved this new flavor of her pussy, sweat, pussy juice and nigga jizz...I had lost my mind.
Suddenly he rolled over on top of and asked, "does this turn you on too? You wanna fuck a nig?"
"NO!"
He reached between my legs and much to my own surprise I was soaking wet, and I had also come...I was filled with guilt and excuses instantly. "I stay like this..." I lied, he knew it somehow...
He makes a serious and states, "the pussy don't lie, if a woman isn't turned on, she can't just make it wet...you have not stopped staring at this movie since I put it in..."
I really didn't know why I couldn't stop looking at it. I felt guilty bad, dirty inside because it had made feel like this. This was so wrong...this was the first time I had ever seen a black cock...Looking back now I must say it was so beautiful, especially when it gets pussy juice on it, shiny...the contrast of the black and white skin...the taboo of it, the size and length..." so Jayme was fucking this guy?" I asked dumbfounded...
"yeah and a lot too...It made me feel like a weak worthless man, except when I was licking her pussy after each time it was filled, I had to think about them together just to get off...I was obsessed with it, confused myself, to say the least. Doll your pussy is soaking wet."
I knew it was I could feel it, "No it isn't, I am sorry don't mean to stare, just never seen a black one before,"
"if you like it, then you like it...just be honest about it. Would you like to try one?"
Again I was shocked, "NO!" but I think I did.
"All I ask is if you want it then please tell me before you do it, I don't want to be a fool, I will help you set it up. I want to watch you."
"You want to watch me? Fuck a black man?"
"yes,"
"that is never going to happen I am not attracted to black men,"
"Well, you turned on right now from it,"
I began to feel a little sick for some reason, for some reason I did like it, but I knew I wasn't supposed to. It was against what I had learned. :{" I don't want no black men or a big black dick,"
Well, your pussy says differently, I just don't want to be cheated on, would rather watch you then be cheated on. I would love to see you get your first one."
I could not explain why I was so wet, so I lied and said," I am turned on because of just listening to your voice and watching your mouth..imagining-it was my pussy you were eating."
"Just promise me if you ever want it you will just tell me?"
The fact is I didn't want it, or at least I didn't think so. I ask him if he wanted to eat my pussy now, mostly to change the seat back to him. He smiled and started getting into a position that granted him easier access...As he started licking , I started to imagine what he had told , as well as I couldn't get the image of that cock of my mind it was literally the biggest thing I had ever seen on a man, it looked like it could please a ...As soon as I felt his tongue flick against my clit, I started gushing...it was all the that I had been holding back for a while, he just licked away. I couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to fuck a black man...These thoughts started to occur throughout most days, as I was working or riding the bus to and from work. I started to notice black men, and they obviously noticed that I noticed. I started imagining myself with one, but the guilt would soon cause me to have to stop...
One day I was taking out my garbage and before my eyes were this huge, black man. His arms were bigger than Charlies, and he looked incredibly strong. He was smoking a joint and asked me if I would like a . Of course, I said yes...soon he was back in my house, shooting the breeze, being friendly and flirting. I told him I didn't date black men. Yet he still persisted, every he was my house, and every I would lie to myself that I didn't want any, and my curiosity was only due to something new and strange. Charlie meanwhile was playing porn with black men fucking white women almost everyday...I was cumming more than I ever had in my entire life...probably more in that first week than i had in 18 years of marriage.
Finally, one day when I was alone at Charlie's house, I "accidentally" turned on the movie he had of his ex fucking this huge black dick. I didst mean to, but before I knew it, I was playing with my pussy and really involved in what I was seeing on the screen. I had been thinking about black dick a lot...yet I was not going to FUCK one! I promised myself that. That is until the day Kevin was sitting in my living room, begging me to let him fuck me. He learned I had never been with a black man, and now he was undoubtedly trying to be my first. I had noticed how much I kept telling charlie about my new friend, conveniently leaving out the part that he was black. One day charlie came over and finally him and Kevin paths crossed. He looked at Kevin then shot his eyes directly to me. I knew he was jealous, yet there were things I didn't know yet...Kevin was not just by happenstance standing outside of my door, I learned down the road, that Charlie had him to meet me. It was his way of knowing if I was honest and loyal.
Charlie every time I talked to him, I could tell he was getting jealous, and bothered by the situation. He asked me one night in the middle of sex if I would like to fuck Kevin. He said he would let me and watch quietly, because watching was not cheating. I assured him it was the last thing from my mind, even know I fantasized about fucking Kevin everyday, but I was scared, I was not supposed to let any other race in my pussy especially a black man! I was not sure if it was a trick or if Charlie really wanted me to do it. I just played it off....
One day Charlie and I had a fight over his jealousy about Kevin always being at my house, he was really mean and ugly to me...accused me of fucking him, and being a cheater. I had never fucked him outside of my mind, and honestly believed i never would either. I was upset and mad, suddenly there was a knock at my door. I opened it up trying to hide the fact I had been crying and upset. It was Kevin. He asked me what was wrong, and I said nothing didn't want him to know charlie was getting a little angry, if these two men went to war the results would of been ugly. He put his arms around me and pulled me into an embrace. He was so strong, and smelled so good...and omg I could feel his dick pressing through his jeans. I pulled away and could see he was actually hard, with a huge bulge.
"I know you said you don't fuck niggas, but you gonna see this black dick...I want you bad Laura, and I promise I will be gentle and easy," I shook my head and rolled my eyes, hell no! I looked away searching to find another way to occupy my mind, Kevin grabbed me and forced my hand onto h8is dick through his pants..."See how hard you making a nigga, You cant keep teasing me." His dick was as hard as a brick, and I felt my pussy get wet...really wet.
He unzipped his pants and I tried to pull away, suddenly his huge cock was out in my kitchen, his huge black cock...I was in shock, yet my mouth suddenly was going towards it, as I went down on my knees...I had seemed to have lost control over my own body. I put his dick in my mouth and came so hard. Was I really doing this? I couldn't help myself, his dick was so fat and long...twice or three times the size of charlie. I was enjoying sucking this dick, I mean I had done it before but never like this, I was actually liking doing it, and had started to a lot. I had never been so turned on, and my body was not able to resist anymore....I needed this dick, I had inadvertently picked him as my first subconsciously. Little did I know the time charlie had picked him for me, obviously knowing i wouldn't be able to resist. I honestly thought i had denied it for so long, but the fact is, this was only the third he had been around.
Kevin whispers in my ear, " I am about to give you the best dick you have ever had." It was already amazing to . "Charlies little white dick isn't nowhere near this big is it..." I just shook my head with his dick still in my mouth. He started cumming...WTF? hell no! "Its alright , this black dick won't even go down after that...He pulls up and leads to the bedroom where he climbs into my bed. I was overwhelmed with horniness and guilt, I couldn't believe I was not telling him no, I needed to stop and tell him NO!
He pulls me onto the bed with him, and his cock must have been every bit of inches long, I had never seen a black dick in person, or a dick this big in a movie or in real life, and it was in my bed....this big, huge, amazing, beautiful cock was right here...He pulls on top of him saying, "take as much of this dick as you want, just get used to it, " I threw one leg over him and could feel the heat radiating from his cock and balls, huge balls too. I could barely get my hand around it and could feel the leftover on his head. I didn't even think about a condom, as soon as it was pointed into my cunt, I pushed down on it with all I had, it exploded inside of my pussy causing earth-quaking earth-shaking pleasure...I wasn't just cumming I was already having an orgasm, a massive orgasm. I think I had just become a "black cock slut," Every time either I moved or he did it was like I kept cumming over and over...NOTHING on this earth should feel so goddamn good...and it was so goddamn good. My body started trembling, and uncontrollably shaking...I was cumming all the guilt out of my pussy...Kevin says loudly, "Bitch I am about to cum again..." I didn't even pause, or think...
"Dump all that cum in this white pussy....ALL OF IT!" I could feel him start swelling even harder, and then I feel the pulsating of his dick deep inside my pussy, he was hitting bottom...I could feel the squirts over and over hitting me deeply. He came so much that it instantly started cumming back out of my pussy, each squirt made me cum again...and again, and again. This was more than I had ever expected, the greatest dick on earth...ALL WHITE WOMEN SHOULD GET THIS AT LEAST ONCE...I was in shock and amazement when he didn't even interrupt his rhythm, he flipped me over on my back and asks, "who owns that pussy now?"
I was in heaven, I loved this dick...I fantasized it would be good, but I had no idea...i really did not. "Fuck that pussy as you own it! Its so much better than Charlie could wish to have...Why did I wait so fucking long....OMFG! I LOVE BLACK DICK!
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