It's been awhile
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Posted:Mar 20, 2019 12:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2020 11:08 pm
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I know it's been a long time since I've posted. Apologies. I don't even know if anyone even reads this blog.
I mainly get on here for the blogs, anymore. I met someone in Dec of 2015 and we started flirting. We finally met in person in April of 2016...and since then, I have not wanted another man. I have not touched another man. I only want him.
The only thing? I don't think he trusts me or believes that I have not touched another man in that time. Is it that hard to believe? I mean, he knows my sexual appetite is huge. I love sex...but I just don't want anyone but him. It'll be 3 years in a month and he still turns me on just as much, if not more, than the day we met in person for the first time.
But there is a kink in it all....I've been friends with the other person for just as long as I've been with this guy. While chatting with this person, we got to know one another...I thought this person was a male for the longest time. Then she admits that she is a female and has a rather large crush on me. Which is shocking to me. She is so cute and amazing...she is the only one to turn my head and make me think of anyone other than the 1st guy. It's crazy. I've had experiences with women, and even if I'm bi, I cannot totally let go of dick. I need dick. And don't say "get a dildo." I have plenty of them. It's not the same as feeling a nice, throbbing, hard man...
I don't know what to do. She lives across the country and I don't have the means to travel.I keep trying to tell her, that maybe after she meets me, she won't be so into me....but she insists that I'm what she wants. And I'm tempted. It would be nice to have someone return the feelings I have, for once. I like her, she's smart, funny, insanely clever and cute. I just am really bad at relationships and guaging what people want from me....
In an ideal world, I could have both...but I don't think she'll settle for sharing and I know it's not fair to ask her to share.
What would you do?
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butt....butt...BUTT
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Posted:Jul 25, 2016 10:46 pm
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2017 2:36 pm
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HOLY FUCK!! I think I have perma-grin!! And before you have to ask, yes, it's from the man in the last few posts....I didn't think it was possible for him to make things any better, but he went and did it. He is fucking magic with his cock!! His kisses, his hands...his voice!! MMMM! As much as he satisfies me and gives me multiple orgasms and wishes to make me feel good, (and oh BOY, does he make me feel fan-FUCKING-tastic!) The more I get, the more I want!!
Well, this past weekend, we made both fantasies a reality. He has wanted to have anal sex for a long time, but due to his size, he doesn't ask women. I don't even know how we came up on the topic, but I told him I wanted to try. He was surprised, but was eager to try. We didn't do it the first 3 or 4 times we hooked up, but when we talked the last time, I'd mentioned it again. He invited me over. (*I had prepped at home a bit, so I didn't tense up as much with him)
I had been looking forward to getting my mouth around his cock for a LONG time (hey, in my life, 24 hours is a LONG time, so a few weeks is FOREVER!) I love licking and sucking that big, thick cock. OMG...I want to do it right NOW!! He was hard and ready, we kissed, and his hands wandered over my body...by the time they reached my pussy, I was wet and ready for him....he brought me to my first orgasm....(I shiver just thinking about it!)
Then it was my turn. I made him lay down and I got down on my knees, took him into my mouth and did what I'd been craving. I sucked his thick cock...I could taste the pre-cum, and for once, I didn't have bad memories of things guys in the past have tried...I was focused on him and making him feel good.
From his moans and uttered words, I was doing a good job!! Of course, there aren't a lot of women that have tried, so he doesn't have much to compare me to, but I know I do a pretty good job of giving head, since I like doing it.
He pulled me up and asked me if I was ready. I was nervous, but ready. He was a complete gentleman. He told me that if I was uncomfortable at any time, we could stop, just to tell him. He was gently, he took his time, he prepared me. It was just what was needed for anal. He started with short, slow thrusts, until he had me moaning, hearing me enjoy it, feeling the tightness of my ass around him, he picked up speed. I was encouraging him with every thrust. It felt so good to give him this...and I was enjoying it!! It was an amazing experience! I can't wait to repeat it!!
We took a break to rest and talk, cuddle a bit and watch tv. It wasn't long until he was ready again, and he took me from behind...I don't know if I was still on a high from the anal or what, but the sex was even more fantastic than before!! He had me cumming almost immediately!! Followed by 2 more before he came...and there are things I love when being fucked doggy style...he reached up and kissed my back...*shiver*
I was jelly...total jelly. My legs were shaking, my body quaking. I didn't think my pussy would ever stop pulsing! I was spent! We laid in bed watching tv and chatting. It was nice. I didn't intend to fall asleep, but he wore me out. Next thing I know, I'm waking up and it's 10 am. Oops. I didn't know how he'd feel about me sleeping over. We'd never discussed it. I looked over and he'd fallen asleep, too. I decided to just deal with it when he woke up and tried to catch a few more zzz's. When he woke up, we talked some more, then he asked if I wanted to fuck again...seriously?? Like he even had to ask!! Of course I wanted to again. I would want to fuck any time he asked!!! He makes me fucking horny! And as much as he pleases me and makes me cum, I always want more!!! I crave more!!
This time was missionary, and usually I enjoy it, but it's usually just avg. Not with him. OMG, with him, the orgasm seems constant. Constant pleasure! I wrapped my legs around him, begging him to fuck me faster and harder. He leaned up to kiss me while fucking me and i came again! I don't even know how many times I came that night/morning!! All I can say is he's a beautiful man, pleasing in the bedroom, easy to talk to, a gentleman and considerate! And most importantly, horny, like me!!
I really do need to tell him that he doesn't have to ask me if I want to have sex again...I always want to fuck him...always! He turns me on so much!! I can't wait to see him again! I would gladly spend the weekend sucking his dick and fucking him...all ways he wanted to fuck.
Anyways, reliving this has gotten me all hot and bothered, so I'm gonna go play with some toys...
later guys!! muah!
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Holy Orgasms, Batman!!
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Posted:May 13, 2016 3:18 am
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2018 11:01 am
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I can't wipe the smile off of my face. I finally got together with the man from my last encounter. And it was even better than the last time! And if you've read my blog, you KNOW i had an orgasmic time!!
I actually wasn't expecting to hear from him. But I had to remind him of something for a mutual friend and he said when he was done with what he was doing, he'd get more info from me. When I heard from him later, he asked if I was still up for giving him a massage...I was 99.9% sure where that was leading, but there was still that .1% doubt in my mind. I told him I was up for it, but I had to finish some stuff up before I was free.
We decided to meet at his house this time...I was nervous as hell again. Because the man is HOT and sexy! The minute he opened the door and hugged me, my shy, nervousness started to fade. He looked even better than the last time we'd met. He gave me a tour of his house, which ended in the bedroom...exactly where I was more than happy to be! So he started caressing my legs and kissing me. And DAMN, he's a good kisser...some sexy stubble, soft lips, just the right touch.
When I finally got him naked, I FINALLY got to wrap my lips around that thick, BEAUTIFUL cock...and I was LOVING it! He didn't let me suck his cock for very long, because I had him going. Once we started, it didn't take me long to cum...his thick cock just entering me was enough to push me over the edge!! And he knows how to move his hips. I'd like to think that since I had him so worked up with my oral talents, and the tightness of my pussy, he came sooner than he'd have liked to. I assured him I was more than happy with the performance!!
So, we cleaned up a bit and he crawled into bed and pulled me close and cuddled for a while, talking. His voice is so sexy!! Deep and velvety. And he's so intelligent and funny!! I did finally get to give him a massage and he seemed to enjoy it, if the moans and groans were anything to go by. I had him sit up, so I could get more leverage, then after a while, I laid down and started running my nails over his back....he LOVED that!! Didn't take long for round 2 to start!! And OMG!! Round 2 was fucking uh-MAZING!! We started out in missionary, after some foreplay and more kissing and caressing. And he got me again...he had me cumming in no time...it was such a powerful orgasm, I couldn't do anything other than clench my thighs around him and wait for it to subside. It was WONDERFUL!! Then he flipped me over for our favorite position and started fucking me doggy style...OMG!! All I could do was sigh in pleasure when he entered me with that thick cock!! A few strokes in and he had me close to cumming again...it felt so fucking good!! Needless to say, it didn't take me long to cum again and it was better than the last one, which I really didn't think would be possible!! While he was fucking me, he would lean up to kiss me on my back..which I find incredibly sexy!! HOLY SHIT!! That man is sexy as FUCK! After he came, all I could do was lay there, limp and spent, tremors from my latest orgasm still running through me.
After that, I wasn't sure if I should leave or not, but he crawled back into bed and we talked for a while. It was nice...of course, talking led to talking of sex. It was a fun convo...but I could also see what the convo had done to him and i was DEFINITELY ok with him being hard again!! He pulled me close, nuzzled into my neck and started kissing me...it was delicious!
Round 3...It was a slower, longer round...at first.  More kissing, more touching....then he slowly slid into me and just laid there. He said he wanted to just feel me for a minute...I was fine with that...he could feel my pussy clenching around his thick cock and he liked it. When he started moving, I knew it wouldn't take me long to cum again...and it surprised me...by this time, I'd cum 4 times in less than a 5 hour period...not unheard of, but rare... lol And I'm not joking when I say this orgasm was stronger than the last one. I couldn't believe it...I just kept shuddering and twitching with orgasm as he fucked me...When I finally came down off of my orgasmic bubble, he asked if we could do doggy again...OF COURSE!! And it was FABULOUS!! I came so fucking hard, I didn't think it would ever stop coursing through me!! It was a fucking FANTASTIC orgasm, topping almost every other orgasm I've ever had, with the exception of one...But he got me 5 times that night....5 orgasms...and each one better than the last!!! I still smile thinking of them...and I clench my thighs, almost feeling the orgasms again. And remembering how his thick cock felt inside of me, thrusting into me. I hope to repeat this again, soon. The guy makes me a puddle of orgasmic goo!!
I think I must go to my bedroom and get out some toys and relive the orgasms again...
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I wish I'd never had sex...
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Posted:Apr 10, 2016 2:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2018 1:32 am
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But only because I discovered how fucking great it is. I love sex. But I want it all of the TIME! This most recent guy only reinforces that. I can't get him off of my mind. He was just so fucking good. Just right. The right amount of tender, the right amount of force. But I crave more of him. I dream of sucking his cock. I dream of him fucking me, cumming inside of me, then cleaning his cock off with my mouth.
It probably doesn't help that my pillow smells like him. When I smell it, I picture him laying there, holding me while we were talking. His hands running lightly over my body. My body that, for once, I wasn't thinking of what I looked like naked, if he found me attractive, that I should be under the blankets. I was content to lay there next to him, kissing and talking.
I think about him at the most random times. And I get shivers all over my body. I think about how his thick cock felt sliding into me the first time...so filling...mmmm. I think about his moans when I was lightly massaging his back and shoulders. He has a deep voice that is almost orgasm inducing. His mouth is magic, his hands are perfect...and that cock...I know I'll never get enough. I wish he was here right now. I would love to spend a weekend in bed with him. Or a week...or a month. LOL I know I would never tire of having him touch me, kiss me, lick me, fuck me.
I want to try anal. But I'm nervous. Not just about his size, long and thick...but about how I should prepare before this happens. And I'm not talking about lube, or foreplay. I'm talking about how I should prepare my body....cleanliness and what not. Any suggestions??
I know I strayed from the original topic, but he makes me almost wish I'd never discovered the joys of sex...especially with him. I wouldn't know what I was missing, and I wouldn't care....but I also wouldn't have had one of the most memorable nights I've had in a VERY long time.
I guess I don't want to give up the pleasure and joy sex brings me, but I wish I got to experience it way more often than I do.
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Wow. Yesterday never went the way I thought it would
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Posted:Apr 7, 2016 4:08 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2020 5:30 pm
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And that's a good thing!! I wrote about being flirted with on the site by a guy who I was very interested in getting to know. Partly because I knew him outside of the site. I had been trying to figure out how to tell him that he'd flirted with me on this site, but didn't know how. He messaged me on a different site a while back and we started flirting. So, I took the plunge and told him about this site and that he'd flirted with me. He replied that he knew the entire time it was me. So apparently my identity is not as incognito as I thought it was. For him, I didn't care.
Well, all we did for a while is flirt. The last weekend, he was flirting with me and hinted that I should visit him at his house. I was soooo tempted, but I was a mess. I needed to shower, I had no makeup on. It' s not exactly the way I like to meet a guy for the first time. Plus, I'd been drinking, and didn't think it was a good idea to drive. LOL So, we kept flirting.
He had me so hot, that while squeezing my thighs together and thinking of the stuff he was saying to me, and what he could be doing to me, I came. He then suggested he come over. I wanted to let him so badly, but my house was a mess and you already know I was a mess. So, we chatted for a bit more, then we fell asleep.
Next day, I was regretting my decision, BIG time. I thought to myself, what if that was the one shot I had? We are both shy people. What if he thought I wasn't really interested? Then Mother Nature kicked in and even if he'd been interested, she was cock blocking me. I know some people will have sex during that time of the month, but I'm nor sure how I'd feel about it....
So, I didn't hear from him for a few days, then I decided to step out of my comfort zone and just be forward for once. I messaged him, and we started talking, but nothing happened. Then last night....oh last night....*sigh*
We were casually chatting, and I thought for sure I'd lost my chance, because there really wasn't any flirting going on. I sent him a message that I didn't get the pic he was going to send me and I was *sad face* lol Then I added that I was teasing...kinda. I wished him a good night and told him I was going to bed.
I knew he was busy with work stuff, so I didn't really expect a reply. Apparently after my message, he abruptly stopped what he was doing. I got a message 10 minutes later asking what I was up to and if I was in bed. I replied that I was. So, we talked for a bit and then he asked if he could come over. Before I could give myself time to freak out and turn shy, I told him yes. OMG. I threw my phone down and asked myself what I'd just done?? I was a mess! No make up, needed legs shaved, needed a shower, house is a DISASTER. Ugh....
Well, you know what they say...nothing gets done faster than a woman who is hoping to get laid. I shaved my legs in record time, showered, (everything but my hair), put some light makeup on, picked up as best I could and waited for him. I wasn't sure how long it would take him to get to my house. So, I waited....and waited. At one point, I was sure he decided to just not come over. Then my doorbell rang....omg, my heart was racing and I was nervous. I already knew i was reallllly attracted to him, but I had no idea how he'd feel about me. He came in, hugged me, my attacked him with loves...we chatted for a bit, then I stood up to look at something and when I turned around, he was there.
He pulled me into my arms and gave me the softest kiss...and my god did he smell good!!! I'm not kidding! I wanted to just nuzzle into his neck. Especially when he was kissing down my neck, which I happen to LOVE. His hands were magic and they were everywhere. My knees were getting weak, and we were no where near a bed. I asked him if he'd like to get more comfy, so he took my hand and told me to lead the way. And his touch was gentle, which is what I need. (Just thinking of it now is making me hot!) We got downstairs and he pulled me into his arms again...omg, his lips were so soft. He was such a good kisser! I dragged him into the bedroom, to continue....
I couldn't believe I was there with him. He was so hot and sexy. What came next was fabulous. The touching, the kisses, the foreplay, the sex. But afterwards, when I thought for sure he'd leave, he laid in bed with me, cuddled up, talking. It was nice. I'm putting more into it then there is, but I'd like to consider him a friend...if we have a benefits package that involves great sex, so be it. We laid there touching, talking and cuddling for a while, occasionally kissing. He was very respectful. He didn't assume anything. Of course after touching, kissing and talking, you know what happens. He was ready to go again. He asked if that was ok...um HELL YES!!
The 2nd time was even better than the first. I don't know if it was the position or what, but FUCK! I came 2 times, and the second one was one of those longer, stronger ones....then we laid there and cuddled, touched and talked more. I was surprised at how comfortable I was with him. I absolutely cannot wait to repeat that experience!! I didn't get a chance to go down on him, which I'm quite sad about. He worries about it not being comfortable, because he is quick thick. But I still want to try. And I still owe him a massage.
I'm also considering trying anal sex with him. He wants to try it, but with the thickness of his cock, he doesn't want to cause pain to any girl, so he never asks.
But my sex drought is over, and he was the perfect storm to end it!! I can't wait to do it again....flood me with it!! LOL
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