"Fille de Joie"
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Posted:May 11, 2018 6:59 pm
Last Updated:May 17, 2019 9:15 pm
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I have always been a serial monagamist. Always.
2 1/2 ago, I ended a long-term relationship. Right before I ended it with the ientist, I had an epiphany and realized this: because I was only having sex with him, I was only having sex about 8-10 times A YEAR.
Shit.
That can't be right.
The ientist was away. A LOT. Reminded me of the line from the tv show "Sex and the City" as they deribed the character every has come to know as Mr. Big, ed by the actor Chris Noth. "Mr. Big, a character so emotionally unavailable to Carrie, they didn't even bother to give him a first name." Add being compartmentalized and this oh so deribes the ientist.
Shaking that shit off, I entered the world of casual dating.
Watching porn night, I clicked on an ad and found myself on a naughty dating site. I started a profile and voila, the messages started pouring in. I met "E". We chatted briefly, necked a bit and agreed to meet soon.
Our second meeting, he met me at my apartment. I barely had time to lock the door before he had pushed me up against the wall. I was wearing lingerie, short, barely covering my ass, naked underneath. I could feel his erection. We made our way to my bed and fucked like rabbits. HIs cock was thick and long. I swod.
"Well, this is going to be fun," I thought, as he left.
The ientist had always told me that I had a high sex drive. Interested in taking that high sex drive for a test run -- and burying the "good girl" v. "bad girl" narrative. "Bad girls" have such a bad rep. I've learned to embrace her. I can be the academic geek nerd but also be the "fille de joie".
"Fille de Joie" will translate from french into an english word I will not repeat here. Let's just say the french will think you're the type of woman who is, shall we say, interested in being paid for her time.
I am NOT that type of woman.
But a different type of translation of "fille de joie" is "pleasure girl". Eureka. This is what defines me, where I am in my life. And when BBWMatchMate works, it's off the chain.
A friend I met on another site told me about BBWMatchMate. Didn't take much to open a profile. And the messages, like on the other site, started pouring in, almost immediately. Which continues to amaze me. I would have never guessed, in a million and , that there would be this much interest in a middle-aged, black BBW. And oh, the lovely men. And the couples.
I can hstly say that I have met some truly wonderful men. Handsome, cheeky, flirty, smart, respectful, and fun. And all that glorious sex. I am picky and selective and choose not to fuck every Tom, Dick or Harry but nearly each time, the sex has been off the chain. The sweet business men who visit NYC. You know who you are. The priest. (!!!) My sweetheart who lives in CA and who I Iong to be with him and fuck him blind for an entire weekend. De-virginizing the virgin in NJ. The yummy Ukranian boy toy who bought wine, dragon fruit, a Ukranian cake and fucked me times in 3 1/2 hours. And the sweet attorney who took me to his townhouse and had his way with me until morning broke over the horizon.
And the ientist? After a year of silence, he came back. ientist 2.0 is a different man, who loves my slutty stories and fille de joie life.
Cum back for more. And stay tuned.
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