I have recently come to realize that I need to have some connection emotionally to my partner. I have been to a few GBs and it was super arousing. I fucking love watching a woman suck a cock and just get uses. But.... without a personal play partner, being there just felt off. I do want to just "fuck", but lately masterbating isn't as appealing. I want to look into your eyes and watch as your passion brews, to hear you make sounds that surprise even you and most importantly... to feel your heartbeating against my chest. I want to feel the hairs stand up on my neck at the sound of your whispers. I guess what I'm saying is... I want someone to call me their's.